Egypt, One Year Later

One year ago I was here
A lot has changed and a lot has stayed the same
Within me & in this beautiful country

Being here marks 12 months of studying astrology. I feel behind, like I should be doing readings already but I've been dealing with some self-sabotage about moving into my soul work. All in divine timing I remind myself.

How my self sabotage plays out is needing things to be perfect in order for me to do them - perfect setting, perfect energy, perfect feeling, needing my work to be perfect. You name it, I'll come up with a reason why it's not the perfect moment to do it.

As with anything in life, it all comes back to astrology. So, this Virgo season I'm working on my perfectionist tenancies that are keeping me stuck and not moving in the direction I'm wanting to go, leaning into that Piscean polarity point ~ the medicine of flow, messiness, wholeness as is.

I don't need to be the perfect astrologer to get started, what does that even mean? I'm in this to do my part to weave a thread in the collective liberation. I believe that is done by connecting those who are ready back with the truest essence of their soul. With this Evolutionary Astrology wisdom being etched into my bones, I feel a sense of responsibility to help those who are seeking a more authentic way of approaching life and the relationship to their soul.

So I'm pushing forward like the lil 9th house Aries I am, because this mission is so much bigger than just staying in my smallness because it's comfortable, that's not helping anyone. I'm sitting on the rooftop overlooking these divine structures, under a tiny moon with Venus by her side, organising my notes for exam & my first few readings. This is a manifestation come to life and I'm grateful to the moon & back for this moment.