A recap of 2025
A pretty uneventful week in terms of my travels so I’m going to stop with the week by week updates and just write about what’s true and alive for me weekly.
I left the housesit in Valery on Sunday. They said I could stay longer but I was ready to leave. I had one last morning checking out the cute little town of Bellingen then I hit the road. I didn’t really know where to go to avoid the crowds. Obvious it’s a very hectic time of year - so the little creature of habit that I am…. I went back to the old growth gum trees in Woombah near Iluka. I tired to go to the beach but on shore wind was not making that the most relaxing experience, sand lashing my face as I tried to read.
I have a few days between this housesit and the next so, it kind of felt like I was filling in time. With this time I did a website revamp (have you noticed?) and I relaunched my astrology offering with a little discount too! This felt so good and I got a client on the first night it went live so feeling really good about it. I’m always celebrating any wins in my business, no matter if they seem small, every single client is a win.
I’ve decided to do something I’ve seen on social media writing the highlight and lowlight of each month of this year. While I don’t consider this ‘new years’ - I went to bed at 9pm last night (new years eve), it’s still fun to reflect and plant some seeds in Capricorn season before the new Astrological Spiral begins March 21st.
JANUARY
H I G H L I G H T S
Bought in 2025 in the most amazing housesit up near Uki, NSW. Literally some of the most magical days of my life up there.
Got a job at a organic nut packing facility - they shut down a week after I was hired and the same day I lost my job, a woman booked a massage from a flyer I had put up a month prior - this launched me back into Lomi Lomi Massage
Started going to choir to move through the fear of being seen in my song - one day we had to sing in front of someone, being witnessed and it was such an edge but i did it!
Completed my level 1 astrology certification and started giving paid readings!!
L O W L I G H T S
A lot of fear coming up with the pressure of paid astrology readings, having a freak out before every one
Started speaking to my ex after 3 months of no contact - worst idea
FEBRUARY
H I G H L I G H T S
A month full of massage clients and more astrology clients
Sold out my silk fan workshop in Nimbin
Spent lots of time up the valleys in the Northern Rivers - feeling very connected to nature
Witnessed the most insane rainbow I’ve ever seen in my life
Started getting creative with making spirit catchers
L O W L I G H T S
Still speaking to my ex and making plans to see him (terrible idea)
Feeling an undercurrent of unhappiness and disconnection to myself
Still having meltdowns before every astrology reading - they are still stressful
Feeling some stress about money
Good things happening in my external reality while simultaneously feeling a lot of doubt inside
March
H I G H L I G H T S
More astrology clients
Started a year long collaboration with Earth Alter do to the monthly astrology write up
Celebrated the new Astrological Spiral with my card ritual
Got a job at Happy Herb Co packaging herbal blends - bonding with the girls over astrology
Experienced my first Psychic Somatic session with Britt which activated my light language
New Zealand with my dad - we had the best trip! Totally lucked out with the weather
L O W L I G H T S
A lot of self doubt about whether I can do the astrology write ups - do I have anything valuable to say? Am I even a writer?
Speaking to my ex, making plans to see him for my birthday while in NZ - girl WHYYYYYYY?
Feeling stressed about money for New Zealand
Knew the casual job wasn’t in alignment but took it anyway - out of fear? I know it would stagnant my own work and it did
April
H I G H L I G H T S
Left my ex and retreated back to the Northern Rivers straight into community at ecstatic dance
Made a commitment to being here and made more effort with friendship now I was staying
Started dating - a little too soon - learnt how to implement some boundaries with men and this grew some confidence and self trust back within me
L O W L I G H T S
First time in my life i’ve been fired from a job - even though I didn’t really want to the working there it still weirdly hurt my feelings
Went to the Sunshine Coast to try again with my ex… it fell apart after 4 days.
I felt so unloved by him and multiple other people in my life on my 34th Birthday. Pretty much cried all day.
MAY
H I G H L I G H T S
More massage and astrology clients
Aligned friendships coming into my life
Feeling happier being in my van out in public - not hiding away as much
Lots of time in nature - astrology codes flowing to me quite easily
Womb massage training!
L O W L I G H T S
Entertained my ex again - just with a phone call but it obviously didn’t go well and I blocked him
Feeling unsure if I’m any good at womb massage
June
H I G H L I G H T S
Was the model at a nude art class - something I’ve always wanted to do!
Booked to go back to WA for work - I do lingerie bartending too (lol)
Got hooked up with a QLD work swing and made more money than I’ve ever made in WA
Started Psychic Somatic Facilitator Training
Flew back to Perth for a friend’s book launch - felt a lot of love from that community even though I’m very much on the outskirts of it… like wow maybe I am loveable after all?
L O W L I G H T S
Stress with money at the beginning of the month not sure how I was going to pay for the training and pay my mum back for my massage training before all the work started to land
It was intense going through Psychic Somatics - going deep into my subconscious unearthing unhealed grief and my fear of being seen in being in my service (astrology) while also working… launched me into a bit of a low without me realising it
Still grieving my relationship and the fear I’m never going to meet anyone with the same level of spiritual connection
july
H I G H L I G H T S
Met my baby niece
A friend suggested I come to Bali so I booked it!
Amazing breakthrough moment for me at an ecstatic dance in Ubud
Lots of dance - started being comfortable being seen in my creative expression
Completed my Level 2 astrology exam in Bali and become a fully certified Evolutionary Astrologer
Started doing Mini Readings - trying out different offerings and pushing myself, building a lot more trust with my astrological abilities
One work swing in WA turned into 2 with being invited to work at Diggers n Dealers so I got to extend my Bali trip in between
Created my website !
This was a very expansive month for me
L O W L I G H T S
Kalgoorlie work trip was horrible - shit money, rude guys, freezing cold. Never again after Diggers
August
H I G H L I G H T S
A very fun (compared to last year) Diggers and Dealers in Kalgoorlie with my team, made lots of money and had fun doing it
More astrology readings
Another work swing in QLD - I really enjoy working up here, I get treated like a queen and its fun
Found a new flow art with double fire staff
L O W L I G H T S
Massive conflict with one of the girls on my team at diggers - so much unnecessary drama
Contacted my ex and had the anxiety on my QLD work trip that he might be at one of the venues - he wasn’t and this is was the last time we spoke
My dad was in a motorcycle accident and that rocked me - he is okay and healing
september
H I G H L I G H T S
More astrology clients and practicing womb massage on friends
Started a 3 week housesit at a beautiful property in Clunes
Realised EFT Tapping is the missing link in my offerings - signed up for the Practitioner training
Launched straight into my EFT practice sessions - feeling confident in this offering and infusing my intro sessions with Psychic Somatics - seeing how I can blend different modalities I know
L O W L I G H T S
Moving through some heavy things with friendship - some jealousy coming up about some friends (on my end) and not feeling met by others - a long time friendship ended
A lot of sadness about all my major friendships ending over the past couple of years - grieving what this Pluto transit as put me through
Big time scarcity: stressed about money even though I have more money than I ever had
Housesit was a challenge as the pets were quite needy
October
H I G H L I G H T S
Moved some massive trauma out of my subconscious with EFT Tapping which has changed my point of attraction for romantic relationships - seeing the effects immediately
Committed to 21 days of Tapping on my instagram - loved offering this
Moved through an edge and went to a contact dance class - it was fun
Had a very activating workshop into my erotic dance essence
Helped Prue create an earth alter at Earth Frequency Festival - had an insane acid trip that really made me question a lot of shit about reality
Had my first photoshoot with my friend Jazmine
Decided it was time for me to leave the Northern Rivers and started thinking about that plan
L O W L I G H T S
As much as the festival had its moments of fun it also had some very weird, odd moments (weird AF energy) - left feeling kinda weird and off put from doofs/festivals now
Longing for some really solid female friendships
NOvember
H I G H L I G H T S
Caught up with a friend Alice that I hadn’t seen in a while - I love our catch ups
More EFT sessions and massage clients
Another Queensland work swing - final work swing of the year
Met someone in Queensland and had a fun little fling - was so refreshing to know I can have a good time with someone after my ex
Realised the power of my mind and the stories I keep telling myself to keep myself small
Pregnancy massage training popped up last minute before I was “leaving the Northern Rivers” lol
L O W L I G H T S
Didn’t make as much money in QLD like previous times so was feeling stressed about if I had enough money for the trip I was planning
Feeling mini heartbreak after my little fling - lol I have massive relationship karma I’m working through in this life so that is normal for me
Noticing i’ve let astrology fall out of my life and not making any plans to reactivate it
December
H I G H L I G H T S
The Gathering indigenous camp - loved it, I wrote a blog about it
Completed my first ever juice fast into a 36hr water fast
Committing to this blog and it feels good
Had some beautiful moments on my road trip down to Bellingen where I found myself in that housesit in Valery
Changing directions and booked in some work for QLD & WA early next year
Connected with Milla over EFT Tapping which lead to reigniting my astrology spark/love
Reconnected with astrology and my life feels like it has meaning again
Reactivated my astrology offering and got a sign up straight away - always a good sign
Got back into EFT tapping sessions on myself and others
Headed back to the Northern Rivers for January
Scored and epic housesit for a week in a literal fairy palace
Finished out this ‘year’ with a date with a guy with 5 gemini placements - super fun and playful
L O W L I G H T S
A lot of confusion about what I am doing, where I am going
Life feeling meaningless
A lot of grieving old friendships that have ended
A lot of thinking something is wrong with me and no one cares about me
A lot of scarcity coming up - realising the link between the loss of friends and the fear of losing money even though money comes to me without much effort
Being sucked into my phone a lot of not able to stick within the boundaries I set with it
Cried after my date with the Gemini - for no reason other than I’m guessing it residual grief from my ex so just not judging it and allowing
I still don’t know if I’m ready to be dating
And that is my year. this was fun but kind of hard to remember the lowlights of the top of my head because I don’t write them down, I don’t write the highlights down either, maybe this is my sign to keep more track of this.
A very expansive year in many aspects - money and work opportunities flowing to me with ease even though sometimes I feel stress about it.
Having to face where I am at with relationships (friendship included) in a very honest way - I have been going through Pluto over my DC (relational point in the birth chart) and Uranus going back and forth over my Venus. So, it’s been a very hard and shocking few years which makes me question if I will ever have the relationships and friendship I desire. I really still don’t know but all that is in my control is being in a beautifully connected relationship with myself.
On the flip side I feel like the relationship with my family has been very stable since the birth of my niece and the motorcycle accident with my dad which has bought everyone closer together in a way. So that has been a big blessing in my life after there being a tumultuous family dynamic for a lot of my life.
Tomorrow I head to the fairy palace to housesit and I’m so excited to bring you in on the magic that occurs up there. That valley is magical. I’m writing this down at the beach in Lennox, retreating in my van because I am so sunburnt right now so staying out of the sun today to let it turn brown.
Speak to you next week ! X