Housesitting in Valery
I’ve spent the past week living the normal life in a cute little house about 20 minutes drive from Bellingen. I’ve been in the attempt of trying to get into some kind of routine - which is completely unnatural and difficult for me. I’ve learnt that sometimes, having to look after people’s pets is the responsibility and structure I need to get things in my life done or at least initiated.
The past 7 mornings has looked like:
Wake up with the sun, I’ve been sleeping with the blinds open, seeing pretty sunrises
Snoozing off again with the cat Astrid snuggled in besides me, she is very cute
Get up when it feelings right - brush my teeth, scrape my tongue
Astrid gets her biscuits first, Milo and Dizzee (the dogs) greet me and we head to the shed
2x buckets of some kind of pellets and 2x buckets of some kind of dried grass for the horse called Peppy (he struggles to maintain his weight, the other horses just eat off the land.) A splash of water to soften it all and then give the bucket to the horse and let him throw it everywhere. I honestly had no idea how to feed a horse, why did I think he would eat it out of the bucket in a civilised manner… lol
Fill another bucket with feed for the chickens & collect their eggs
Back to the house to feed the dogs their breakfast biscuits and eggs
I shower because my feet and hands are covered in dirt and grass, then I get into my day…
I really thought I was going to become super disciplined overnight and get into some hectic workout routine and get locked into learning new double staff pathways. But with my energy I’m learning to judge less and trust the process more, that what is supposed to happen will happen.
And so, my confusion from last week has settled and I have my path forward… for now - I’ve confirmed a housesit in the coolest house back up in the Northern Rivers starting next week and I’ve confirmed 2 work trips (1x QLD 1x WA) starting mid February. That will take me through to late March which will then allow me to either follow the original plan to Uluru for my birthday (from the Queensland way) or to go Far North Queensland heading into the dry season. The plan is all aligning. Trust the process babe.
I have been reflecting on what the point has been for coming here or heading south and yesterday that became apparent. To reactive my astrology offering. I had 2 readings to do just before Christmas, and I had tired to move to written readings as I thought that might align with me and my lifestyle better. WRONG. I’m a channel for speaking astrology, not really writing it - I feel like I can’t do it justice in written form, well not at this stage with how I read a chart - it’s not to say I might not get there at some point but now is not that point.
I put off doing these readings until it got down to the wire and I ended up reaching out saying I can’t do these justice in written reports, I’m going to video record them. It felt much more aligned, but still not not quiet right. In this pre-recorded format I realised that part of the medicine of 1:1 live readings is connecting with another human in real time. So I’ve come full circle on my astrology reading offering after trying to offer it in many different formats over the past year (last Christmas I launched my first offering called Soul Blueprint Ceremony).
In true evolutionary style I’m back around to where the spiral began having journeyed through it - learning the lessons to be wiser and more grounded in what it wants to be. I realised I created my original offering ‘Soul Blueprint Ceremony’ using quite spiritual language in hopes to kind of deter people. Because truthfully, I’ve been scared to step into this path in a big way. The fear of getting it ‘wrong’ but also fear of becoming successful from it and being seen within it. Crazy shit, I mean not really if you were to read my birth chart you’d understand. It’s all I want but I’ve been scared of it. But I’m not now, Over the past year I’ve learnt to trust it, I trust that astrology is never wrong, well it hasn’t been yet and to keep approaching it from a curious lens. I trust astrology chose me because I can understand it and deliver it. I trust that it’s not going anywhere, even if I put it down for a bit. At the end of the day it’s not about my fears and limitations, it’s about living into this purpose to help other people.
Astrology came into my life when I was around 15, and it just made me feel so seen in my fire, which is quite foreign to my soul (watery Pluto and South Node things). Fire is a core medicine in this life to overcome my past limitations but I didn’t know its purpose or how to work with such an intense energy earlier in my life. It would have been helpful to have a reading from a skilled Evolutionary Astrologer to know this information and also know my water is a very real part of me too. To understand that we carry complexity, duality and nuance. Now, knowing my chart deeply brings me into so much more acceptance for myself, my journey and how everyone’s life is so fucking unique. It allows me to make more empowered choices, especially when life is calling me to do the hard things, and what the hard things even are. It just gives my life more meaning and more understanding. A more accurate inner compass allowing me to quiet the outside noise.
So getting back to the reason for coming here ~ I believe it was to meet Milla, I mentioned her in my last post. We are both EFT practitioners and it feels so supportive to be in connection with someone who works with and loves the same modality as me. I gave her a session and I felt a little rusty but it felt good getting back into it and after our session I offered her an Astrology reading to help with my new gained momentum back into it. Studying for her chart felt soooo fucking good and supportive for me, as well as being so supportive for what she’s moving through in her life and what came up in our tapping session together. Aligned timing is an understatement.
So that’s pretty much all I’ve been doing - studying astrology. That’s why the other routines I was anticipating to get locked into fell away and that’s more than okay with me.
Other slightly eventful things that happened this week:
I lit up my fire palm torches and has a play which was fun but also slightly scary because it was a heatwave and windy AF
The dog killed one of the baby chickens and it was awkward telling the house owners…she assured me it’s not my fault and that’s what hunting dogs do but pretty hectic nonetheless
I delivered 3 astrology readings and 2 tapping sessions and a massage YAY
I saw many different coloured parrots which I’ve never seen before, yes I am a birdwatcher lol
An EPIC lightening storm moved through and I got caught in the rain - LOVE
Everything unfolded as it should, as per usual. I’m feeling SO excited to be back in my van heading to the coast again - my tan has faded but becoming one with the couch this week all in the name of reconnecting with my astrology offering has nourished the fuck out of my soul ~ so absolutely worth it.